a wonderful week

i may have just managed to have the most wonderful week i've had in quite a while. i feel as though i have been caught in between a time warp almost. for the past week it has felt like time has stood still upon several occasions. i don't know...it's like i have managed to find the time to sit down & simply breath.

♥

at the same time i feel as though i am caught in between two things. both seem right. both fit, yet how am i to know which to choose? or if to choose at all?

is waiting always what's right or is plunging in headfirst sometimes absolutely necessary?

both of these which i have become accustomed to, but in this case...i am unsure i can tell as to which road to take.


♥

on another note, i am so unbelieveably happy for my friends. for those that i love.
they mean more to me than you could ever imagine.
it's the little things that have made all of the difference.



as another transition:


you have my heart all tangled up in knots. here i go again:

hope

Here’s to the people that you meet that give you sheer hope.

An utter sense of confidence that you’re life will not go

Unnoticed. I met one of these people recently. One with a

Passion running deep. A life that bleeds Jesus. And breath

Like that of a patient running stream. I have found myself

To still be captivated at the very thought. I can’t seem to

Stop thinking about it. Hanging on every word. Wishing

That I could relive the moment over.

It has been these people that I meet upon occasion that have

Changed me the most. The ones who unknowingly cause me

To believe that I am not alone in this. The ones who tug on my

Heart to pursue my dreams. To live my life in utter abandonment.

Afterall, my life is not my own. I have learned to give selflessly.

With no expectation of return. Just the satisfaction of knowing that

I have been a mere catalyst in pursuit of eternity.


♥


on another note...

thusfar, my week has been wonderful.

Jesus has giving me an overwhelming joy that is indescribable.

inspiration

i need some. a little inspiration & a little motivation.
i have been sick for an entire week. not fun. the weight of
the world weighs on me. i would like to be in new york city.
in the spring time. just to catch a glimpse of things from
another perspective. it has been so cold here in florida for
the past week or so. not fond of it. i need to feel the warm
sunshine on my face & breathe the warm air in my lungs. i love
it. i have had the heater blasting as if i were an eskimo living
in an igloo.

i want to become more picture friendly on this dear blog. a little
more personal perhaps. therefore, if i throw in random pictures of
yours truly...my life, my friends...enjoy.

i feel i have one coming on now:




my roommates. a fantastic picture of "how we do." we're fun. in for anything that causes a good laugh here & there. i love them.

and for some reason it's cutting off one of them. i will work on that. let's try this one:





alright. i need a lot of work.

changing the world

how can we change the world unless we first change ourselves?

1.15.08

The last semester has officially begun. With one word simply resounding in my head. Graduation. If I am not mistaken, there are 106 sunsets until that glorious day. Yes. I have counted upon multiple occasions. Not that I am entirely done, but merely one page of my life has been written….and now on to the next. Whatever that may be. I many times wish that I had even the slightest clue.

Not to mention I am coming around on my 22nd year of life soon. Very soon. Hard to believe. 22. I remember as a little child, my favorite number has always been 2. since then I have unconsciously decided that when I turned 22 it would be the best year of my life. well, I guess we’ll see.

Life. all I know is that it’s precious. I know that some of it is spent in grave company. And some in complete lonliness. Some in silence & some in sheer noise. Other in discomfort & some in comfort.

The discomfort that I have felt over the past few years has shaped who I am to the very core. Discomfort generally gives off a negative connotation, but yet, many times its repercussions are to be praised. My mind has been opened to the possibilities & opportunities around me. often times I wish that I was a little child again. that the simplest moments in life brought me joy like they used to. I am in pursuit of this thing that we like to call happiness. I am convinced that we are in fact in charge of our own happiness & that life is what we choose to make it. That through the struggles & the pain, there is a level of accomplishment that could be attained no other way.

Life. is beautiful.

adele