on ruts

i just got out of an intense meeting & i am stuck in the most unfortunate rut of all time. i thought my previous ruts were something. i was wrong. i handled the situation calmly but now im not feeling too good. one day maybe all the hard work & tears will pay off. not today. but maybe someday. life is full of unfortuate setbacks. but i am learning that the only thing that really matters is that you never stop fighting