Monday, February 13, 2012

happy almost valentines day


{Place me like a seal over your heart, like a seal on your arm; for LOVE is as strong as death, its jealousy unyielding as the grave. It burns like blazing fire, like a mighty flame. Many waters cannot quench LOVE; rivers cannot sweep it away. songofsolomon8:6-7} ♥

there's this guy who must be 80. he comes into my moms work. he recently finished writing a book...about his wife who passed away not to long ago. in his book contain portions of her diary. most of which were love letters from other guys throughout her life prior to their marriage. needless to say, with that many suitors she must have been one heck of a woman. all that to say...i guess love really does exist. i mean real love. the kind of love...that makes someone write a story about it. the kind that makes someone write a good old fashioned love letter declaring undying love. the kind of love that doesn't take the easy way out.


that's the kind of love i look for. the kind of love i strive to be. i hope you do too.


i intend to read his book. which is currently unpublished & is simply loose copies of copy paper. with photos & on the front cover...a picture. of his love.

when i am finished, i imagine the wisdom of this man will shatter any recollection of what i thought love was.



so go.

love.

& hold nothing back.


Sunday, February 12, 2012

look...

we need to talk.

it's 2012 & i haven't made a second for you.




(maybe tomorrow...)

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

restoration

i have so much to say. the Lord has been speaking to me so much lately. there's so much i want to say yet i don't exactly know how. not that i don't know how but there's this overabundance of things i need to say & things that i have been learning. i guess i can say i am completely & utterly amazed at the restoration of my God.

restoration is sort of a word He's been speaking to me for years now. perhaps because i need so much of it. so much of Him. it's something i have been praying for for years in my own life & with my own bruised & tattered heart.

i recently heard shelly lubben tell her testimony. her testimony of her life in detail as an ex porn star & i felt floored. i debated whether to put it up due to it's descriptiveness & finally have decided not to for perhaps some discretion with younger readers. if it is of any interest to you, you can listen to it on youre own.

not to any surprise that my God is (Eph. 3:20) able to do exceedingly more than we could ask or imagine. His grace us this blanket that covers us & His forgiveness astounds me.


theres so much i want to say. so many things in my life have been coming up lately centered around this theme. but my brain is unorganized. perhaps i can get something together & express myself better later.




.love always.



Sunday, December 4, 2011

this ones for the brokenhearted



if only everyone was this vulnerable.
he's such a little cutie too!






why can't we all just learn to...


love.



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