insight

i have not had time to write anything truly insightful & thought provoking in a looong time.

i'd start now, but i don't have time. :)


so until sometime SOON...


.cheers.


"all is fair in love & war."

here we have it people

Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
When your heart's heavy
I will lift it for you
Don't give up
Because you want to be heard
If silence keeps you
I will break it for you
Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved
Don't give up
It's just the hurt that you hide
When you're lost inside
I'll be there to find you
Don't give up
Because you want to burn bright
If darkness blinds you
I will shine to guide you
Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved
You are loved
Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
Dont give up
Everyone needs to be heard
You are loved -josh groban

negative post

brace yourself.








i seriously feel like something is wrong with me.
i'm serious.
oh man...




how does it ever get this far?
you keep waiting for things to look up
and they never do...
i'm about as beat as they come.

walt whitman

: I don’t love you as if you were salt-rose,
: topaz or arrow of carnations that propagate fire,
: I love you as a certain dark things are loved, secretly,
: between the shadows and the soul,

: I love you like a plant that doesn’t bloom, which carries within itself the lights of the flowers,
: and thanks to you love, darkly in my body,
: lives the fragrance that rises from the earth,

: I love you without knowing why,
: or when, or from where,
: I love you simply, without problems or pride,
: I love you this way because I know of no other way of loving,

: but this in which there is no you or I,
: so intimate that your hand on my chest is my hand,
: so intimate that when I fall asleep it is your eyes that close.

i've never

wanted to give up this much
in my entire life.



oh. my my my. whatever will we do with me?






spending the weekend with mom & sis was amazing. i miss them already.

i'm horrible at goodbyes.

and

the giants won the superbowl.

happy birthday

to me. :)





♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

i would love to fall asleep with warren singing this song:



There's ten hours between us tonight
And I feel like my heart will break
Cause it's been way too long
Since I've last seen your face
What I'd give if you were here with me now
And I was lost in your touch
If I know my heart
There's nothing I've ever wanted so much

But to love you
Just to love you
It's all I wanna do

There's ten hours between us tonight
And I feel like I could die
But all the pain would just
Go away if I could look in your eyes

And love you
Just love you
It's all I wanna do

Cause I know you're the one
That I've been praying for
I could love you for a thousand years
And wish for a thousand more

There's ten hours between us tonight
But tonight can only last so long
By twelve o'clock tomorrow baby
You'll be here in my arms

And I'll hold you close to my heart
And I pray you feel my love
Until that day when time or space
Will never again separate us

And I'll love you
Oh, I'll love you
It's all I'll ever do
Cause I know you're the one
It just feels so right
Would it be ok with you
If I loved you for the rest of my life

-warren barfield

life

is what you make it.